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Rai Hikari lost her dreams at 10:57 PM
Too bad little things like a very high suspicion that I'm bipolar along with a new stupid dog have interrupted that wonderful lifestyle. My brother got a new dog recently that we have named Joey. I hate dogs and I am a cat person. Cats take care of themselves and self-amuze themselves, they also don't pee and poop on the rugs in the house; like I said, I hate dogs.
I have realized during this time, that my friends see me as a leader and they always come to me when they need help. Now you may think to yourselves: Wow- she's conceited! But I don't steal the show being a leader. I stick up for friends and people can count on me if they need someone to depend on or save them from anyone, they told me that I wasn't overbearing which makes me quite happy to think that my friends value me. Someone has to... (See! There's that bipolar attitude!)
This post is going to be long, so I'm sorry that you have to listen to me rant and talk; though it's pretty well your fault that you're reading this since I'm not holding you in front of the computer by gunpoint. (Though that may be fun in the long run...) I've decided to write things for my local literary magazine and some of them are songs. A wrote a poem recently that was a little dark and showed a needy side to me and no one even guessed that I was the one who wrote it. I'm a member of the committee called Lit. Guild who reads all of the submissions and we vote on them. I wonder how they'll react when they realize that the upbeat person that they ignore really has a vulnerable side that no one ever sees...
Since the Christmas season is coming up, I feel that I should address one of my last issues... I have reason to believe that I am getting an IPod or a new Flute for Christmas from my mother and I'm 100% sure that I'm getting an IPod from dad. My parents no longer speak to each other unless they absolutely have to, so if I get one from both: who's do I keep to use and who's do I return? Also, I got a savings account summary. I always open them and usually have like $.50 for the entire month in interest. My most recent one, my mother wouldn't let me open. I was curious until I x-rayed the envelope to a point that I could read the page inside. I started with $600 in my account and she took $300 out of it. What did she do with the $300 that she took out? I'll post when I find out myself...
That's about all I have to say at this make-up post at the end of 2006. Merry Christmas, Feliz Navidad, and Joyeux Noel to all! Spend Christmas with your families, medical help is too hard to find this close to Christmas... Goodbye my strange readers!